That one thing that in 45 years, I have never had.
I have never found patience.
I am impulsive by nature and I enjoy it.
Other people, not so much. My now ex husband hated it about me.
I have been told by many that I need to find it.
Where do I go to find patience?
I have gone into the woods.
I have traveled back and forth across the country.
I have meditated deep into my soul.
I found stillness. I found quiet. I found EnLIGHTEnment.
Some say I have found patients. I know I am a healer.
I seek to be a stronger healer.
Patients have found me.
Still, no patience.
Especially not with patients.
THAT is something I feel I would like to learn:
Patience with patients. Patience with my self.
But where, how, when, can I learn to have patience with finding patience to have patience with myself and my patients, NOW!?!?!?!